CC MADHYA 19.13
ethā sanātana-gosāñi bhāve mane mana
rājā more prīti kare, se-mora bandhana
SYNONYMS

ethā—here (in Gauḍa-deśa); sanātana-gosāñi—the elder brother, Sanātana Gosvāmī; bhāve—considers; mane mana—in the mind; rājā—the Nawab; more—me; prīti kare—loves very much; se—that; mora—my; bandhana—great obligation.

TRANSLATION

While Sanātana Gosvāmī was at Gauḍa-deśa, he was thinking, "The Nawab is very pleased with me. I certainly have an obligation.