deha-tyāga-ādi—beginning with giving up the material body; yata—as many; saba—all; tamaḥ-dharma—performed under the mode of ignorance; tamaḥ-rajaḥ-dharme—by remaining in the modes of ignorance and passion; kṛṣṇera—of Lord Kṛṣṇa; nā pāiye—I cannot attain; marma—the truth.